Tuesday, December 12, 2006
6:54 PM
oh tuesday...
kapagod ngayong araw na to.
we had our practice and as of now, we haven't mastered the whole song.
take note, english song pa lang naaaral namin. damn. cramming.
before the hectic practice, we had to face our problems with the boys. there were some issues that was eventually resolved, or was it?
anyways, i have my problem with steve pa. he was so damn mean and disrespectful to me.
imaging, he said that we'll be having "open forum" but then when i was about to talk he interrupted me right away.
he has done thAT twice. that was a bit foul.
the first time was okay. i just turned away, but then he done it again and i was really pissed off!!!
i shouted at him and threw a notebook, which is not even mine.
grrrrrrr!
then, aqnother prob with maiah. i dont know why she's mad or something.
i cant handle all of them getting mad, and suddenly i feel obligated not to be mad for jeri&gela's sake.
i mean, if i would get mad too, i think they'll give up and just break down.
i know they really need me right now so i just better shut up.
but damn i want to shoput at their faces and scream so ludly that they'll bleed.
**not to maiah ofcourse**
i just want to get some rest with them....
damn..