Monday, November 20, 2006
7:58 PM
all alone.
eeeeeh...
i feel bad today. i dunno. i just feel so...left out.
everytime when im with them (almost all of them, okay slash the word almost) i feel like i don not belong to their world. i dont know if im just so sensititve and unreasonable. its just that...
everytime im with anthan and kaye, i feel like i dont belong. i feel like im someone not worthy of their trust. it just feels so weird.
and with slobz, i dont know if its me or them. i feel like we are separated by walls that i cant seem to break. or maybe, i am just the one taking distance to them, unconsciously. err, maybe im just so emotional. maybe they are trying to be close to me, maybe im just the one walking away. i dunno. i just feel like im entering in an exit door. waah. corny.
"para bang lahat sila sama-sama sa pag-ikot ng mundo. magkakahawak ang kamay. samantalang ako, eto pa din. naghihintay lang sa inyong pagdaan at baka sakaling isama nio ako. pinipilit kong sumabay, pero pilit atang bumibitiw sa akin ng panahon."